I think it's time for the world to stop seeing tits as such a big thing. Come on, they are just tits! 50% of the worlds population have them!
Males are allowed to walk arounf with nothing covering their upper bodies, why shouldn't females have the same right to do so? You maybe don't think it's such a big deal, we are used to females atleast wearing a bra when they are shirtless, but isn't it wierd that we are used to it, that it is the normal thing to do?
When you start to think about it, you realize how stupid it is and the only reason why tolerate this is because we grew up with it. I think it's time for a change!
This summer I will try to get a group of friends, both male and female, for a little topless walk around town or maybe just chill in the park topless, whatever feels right for everyone. See how people will react and hopefully make them think about it and realize, that it's not that bad. And I'm not saying that females have to walk around topless, just that they should have that option and it shouldn't be illigal.
Haha if people start seeing breasts with more neutral eyes, what will happen to porn? Will it just look like "ah i saw a pair of better looking tits walking past me today". But, I have small tits so this probably won't hurt my business as much, as long as i have my ass guys I'll be just fine ;)
Friday, January 27, 2012
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
gzsed
Still in Umeå, and it's still great! Right now im positive and motivated to start to do more with my days!
Gonna go and hang out with a new friend (kinda new since I've only known him since new years eve) and watch some movies tonight, I'm happy about that. I rarely find new people that I want to hang out with.
My sisters told me yesterday that she and I can go and visit one of her friend's and borrow two horses for us, awesome! I haven't done any horseback riding for so many years and I'm super excited about this.
Some day when I'm rich and older I will get a farm with tons of animals, including horses, and feel like I live in my own personal paradise with happiness, cute, cuddly animals and a lot of hard, but pleasent work.
Gonna go and hang out with a new friend (kinda new since I've only known him since new years eve) and watch some movies tonight, I'm happy about that. I rarely find new people that I want to hang out with.
My sisters told me yesterday that she and I can go and visit one of her friend's and borrow two horses for us, awesome! I haven't done any horseback riding for so many years and I'm super excited about this.
Some day when I'm rich and older I will get a farm with tons of animals, including horses, and feel like I live in my own personal paradise with happiness, cute, cuddly animals and a lot of hard, but pleasent work.
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Sleepless
Sleepless as always! Well, I'm having a fun time in Umeå, but now when christmas and new years is over I feel a bit worried about what to do with my time left here. You see, I can't afford to go home now to Stockholm, poor again! So I'm "stuck" here til the end of the month! I have been using my video camera a lot and I have tons of material to go through and editing until I have something fun to show for all of you.
My christmas: spent it with the better part of my family. We had a fun atheist christmas with a lot of laughs and tasty food. We played some board games too, days like christmas almost make me feel normal.
New years eve fucked shit up! It was an awesome night but as every other new years eve, you don't remember so much. Alcohol... you evil son of a bitch. I remember the fireworks though, they were amazing. Alcohol made the experience even better. And I got a new years kiss from a friend when the clock stuck twelve, it's okay that way, better to kiss someone you know when you don't have your boyfriend around than some random dude. I looked awesome that night aswell, I need to mention that, so you know. I will post a video this week of me squeezing a lemon. My pervy friend Marina documented the event with my camera. Or she isn't really pervy, but you might think that when you see what she zoomed in on. Look forward to that people!
It's time for tea and a smoke now.
My christmas: spent it with the better part of my family. We had a fun atheist christmas with a lot of laughs and tasty food. We played some board games too, days like christmas almost make me feel normal.
New years eve fucked shit up! It was an awesome night but as every other new years eve, you don't remember so much. Alcohol... you evil son of a bitch. I remember the fireworks though, they were amazing. Alcohol made the experience even better. And I got a new years kiss from a friend when the clock stuck twelve, it's okay that way, better to kiss someone you know when you don't have your boyfriend around than some random dude. I looked awesome that night aswell, I need to mention that, so you know. I will post a video this week of me squeezing a lemon. My pervy friend Marina documented the event with my camera. Or she isn't really pervy, but you might think that when you see what she zoomed in on. Look forward to that people!
It's time for tea and a smoke now.
Thursday, December 15, 2011
Back again
With some help from my sister I'm currently sitting on my mothers couch, having a cup of tea and writing this. It's snowy here up north but really mild weather! I was very thankful for that last night when i had to walk home after a night of whiskey and talk with my two dear friends Marina and Robin. I hadn't told them I was coming yesterday, I just gave them a maybe tuesday, maybe wednesday or even thursday. I hope they thought it was a pleasant surprise when i knocked on their window waving a bottle of whiskey in my hand.
I have a lot of thinking going on right now, about the future and what I really want to do with my life and how I can make it happen. My current life situation makes me a bit depressed so.
I spoke with Amelie today, we had a talk about what the hell to do about this whole situation with media screwing us over. We really can't afford a lawyer right now so taking this thing to court is out of the question. However, since Amelie is a bright young female we have some other ideas on how we might get compensated. Maybe not financially but we will hopefully feel we did all we could to get this shit sorted out. Let people hear our story, even if we work in a business when people get used and screwed (hehe) it doesn't mean that it is okay to do that. In the interview in the tv show Amelie talks about how she wants to make fair trade porn and being able to pay her actors and actresses good and not screw them over. How can they air that show if they are doing the exact opposite of what she talks about? The both of us have gone through hell with all the feelings from this incident. They should have 1. Only used that material with her permission 2. Fucking pay her for using it even if they didn't had her permission. Gosh. Things will work out. When I get home, she and I will meet to talk about future projects.
In the end, we will have made a difference.
I have a lot of thinking going on right now, about the future and what I really want to do with my life and how I can make it happen. My current life situation makes me a bit depressed so.
I spoke with Amelie today, we had a talk about what the hell to do about this whole situation with media screwing us over. We really can't afford a lawyer right now so taking this thing to court is out of the question. However, since Amelie is a bright young female we have some other ideas on how we might get compensated. Maybe not financially but we will hopefully feel we did all we could to get this shit sorted out. Let people hear our story, even if we work in a business when people get used and screwed (hehe) it doesn't mean that it is okay to do that. In the interview in the tv show Amelie talks about how she wants to make fair trade porn and being able to pay her actors and actresses good and not screw them over. How can they air that show if they are doing the exact opposite of what she talks about? The both of us have gone through hell with all the feelings from this incident. They should have 1. Only used that material with her permission 2. Fucking pay her for using it even if they didn't had her permission. Gosh. Things will work out. When I get home, she and I will meet to talk about future projects.
In the end, we will have made a difference.
Friday, December 9, 2011
Still poor but not as much
Sorry about my lack of updates, but I'm boring as usual right now!
Thanks to my loving family I now have some money so I won't starve to death! And it seems like I'll be able to come home for christmas. Gonna travel next week I think, was planning to do it tomorrow but sometimes it's better to wait a couple of extra days so I can start looking forward to it.
I'm kind of nostalgic at the moment, but not in a good way. For exactly two years ago I had the worst breakup of my life. But shouldn't I be over it by now? It's been two years dammit! It just feels weird to still be affected by it. And I get some really strange flashbacks. I can remember him clearer than ever, fuck, this is stupid.
Thanks to my loving family I now have some money so I won't starve to death! And it seems like I'll be able to come home for christmas. Gonna travel next week I think, was planning to do it tomorrow but sometimes it's better to wait a couple of extra days so I can start looking forward to it.
I'm kind of nostalgic at the moment, but not in a good way. For exactly two years ago I had the worst breakup of my life. But shouldn't I be over it by now? It's been two years dammit! It just feels weird to still be affected by it. And I get some really strange flashbacks. I can remember him clearer than ever, fuck, this is stupid.
Saturday, December 3, 2011
xdyjjt
Have been a bit stressed these past days, me and my boyfriend are kinda broke this month. We currently have about 100 SEK to live on until he gets his next salary. I am trying to stay positive and we are kind of used to being poor. So my diet consists of what we have at home, mostly sandwiches haha. The saddest part is that I might not be able to go come home to my family and friends for christmas, I looked forward to that so much!
Somehow, things always work out in the end, and money have a strange way to find their way into my bank account anyway. So I'm keeping my hopes up!
I belive everything happens for a reason. When I'm low on cash I can usually call my dad and he'll give me a couple of hundreds so I'll live but I haven't talked to him since the tv-show. Maybe this is a sign that I should maybe answers his calls now? He have called me three times now but I've been a coward and not dared to answer. I still really don't know what exactly to say to him, he will never be able to see this the way I see it.
When all my noodles and sandwiches have run out and I have nothing more to eat, maybe my pride will succumb to my hunger and I'll be able to face my fear.
Some positive things about being poor: You start to enjoy all the small things. The best part of the day was when I ate an orange. It have never tasted so sweet as it did today.
You try harder to make your life work. I'm looking for people to help me with my site and I'm gonna apply for a job. Maybe that won't give me money this month, but it will prevent this from happening again.
Somehow, I appreciate my boyfriend more. Even though his lack of working got us into this situation I still feel safe when we cuddle at night and when we're making dinner out of nothing. Maybe you can really survive on only love after all?
Somehow, things always work out in the end, and money have a strange way to find their way into my bank account anyway. So I'm keeping my hopes up!
I belive everything happens for a reason. When I'm low on cash I can usually call my dad and he'll give me a couple of hundreds so I'll live but I haven't talked to him since the tv-show. Maybe this is a sign that I should maybe answers his calls now? He have called me three times now but I've been a coward and not dared to answer. I still really don't know what exactly to say to him, he will never be able to see this the way I see it.
When all my noodles and sandwiches have run out and I have nothing more to eat, maybe my pride will succumb to my hunger and I'll be able to face my fear.
Some positive things about being poor: You start to enjoy all the small things. The best part of the day was when I ate an orange. It have never tasted so sweet as it did today.
You try harder to make your life work. I'm looking for people to help me with my site and I'm gonna apply for a job. Maybe that won't give me money this month, but it will prevent this from happening again.
Somehow, I appreciate my boyfriend more. Even though his lack of working got us into this situation I still feel safe when we cuddle at night and when we're making dinner out of nothing. Maybe you can really survive on only love after all?
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Shape up
Arrgh have to start doing stuff again! Atleast start to work out so I can get fit again. Now when i rarely drink alcohol it shouldn't be a problem to get in shape :) but I don't want to lose my ass! I suffer from the flat ass syndrome haha, so if i start to lose weight my ass get's so flat >.< well well, don't think that I have to lose weight more like, get more toned. So tonight I'm going to work out, maybe take a walk even! Should really get some pills from the pharmacy that can help me to sleep a bit. I have always had problem falling asleep but I found some prescription free pills that worked quite well.
I have asked my mum for tips on what to do when you are just home all day long (she has been unemployed most of my life) and I'm going to try them out. Mostly stuff like cleaning haha but I guess that is better than nothing.
Last night me and my guild tried ragnaros on heroic difficulty, just for fun. No need to kill him now, new patch is up in 1-2 weeks so. But would still feel great to kill that bastard once and for all!
We didn't even get close to a kill but it was good pratice. So the next time we try it we have a better chance.
One guy was really annoying though, we had about 3 hours left of the raid time when we finished Majordomo and he didn't like the heroic ragnaros decision at all. He mostly just wanted to get it done on normal so he could do something else. Sure, can kind of see his point, we haven't planned to try ragnaros on heroic before the raid or anything but still, 3 hours left of raid time, might aswell do some pratice. We all had some good laughs when we all failed miserably on some new mechanics but we pushed forward phase by phase and even if we where not even close on a kill it was still fun.
I rarely play wow right now. Skyrim is so fun and now I have a beta weekend pass to swtor (Star Wars the old republic) and going to try that out. I don't have so many hopes for that game, sure light sabers are cool and all but it kinda have the same graphics like wow, and that's a seven year old game.
I'll get back later to talk about my swtor experience!
I have asked my mum for tips on what to do when you are just home all day long (she has been unemployed most of my life) and I'm going to try them out. Mostly stuff like cleaning haha but I guess that is better than nothing.
Last night me and my guild tried ragnaros on heroic difficulty, just for fun. No need to kill him now, new patch is up in 1-2 weeks so. But would still feel great to kill that bastard once and for all!
We didn't even get close to a kill but it was good pratice. So the next time we try it we have a better chance.
One guy was really annoying though, we had about 3 hours left of the raid time when we finished Majordomo and he didn't like the heroic ragnaros decision at all. He mostly just wanted to get it done on normal so he could do something else. Sure, can kind of see his point, we haven't planned to try ragnaros on heroic before the raid or anything but still, 3 hours left of raid time, might aswell do some pratice. We all had some good laughs when we all failed miserably on some new mechanics but we pushed forward phase by phase and even if we where not even close on a kill it was still fun.
I rarely play wow right now. Skyrim is so fun and now I have a beta weekend pass to swtor (Star Wars the old republic) and going to try that out. I don't have so many hopes for that game, sure light sabers are cool and all but it kinda have the same graphics like wow, and that's a seven year old game.
I'll get back later to talk about my swtor experience!
Friday, November 25, 2011
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Oh have very exciting plans for tomorrow! I'm going to feed some ducks -.- Yeah.. that's a friday for me because I don't have any friends down here that want's to do something. So that's my only solid plan for tomorrow. Can't wait to visit Umeå again, starting to feel a bit sad because of the lack of social interactions I have here. Tips on how to find new interesting friends in Stockholm are welcome!
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Damn you Skyrim!
Fuck, it's 4 am apparently... felt like an hour or two since I started playing Skyrim. Turns out I have been playing for 8 hours >.< I hate games, they make me addicted to them as soon as I start playing them! Well, enough Skyrim for tonight. A lady is going to visit me tomorrow, she needs my opinion about the rehab i stayed at when I was 16-17 or something. She's working on a study about the group of people that you live with on rehabs, well haven't read the report she sent me about her study yet but I should before I go to sleep.
Ah well, still can't get it... 8 STRAIGHT HOURS?! Come on! This is bad, really bad.... Well, good thing I have that meeting tomorrow, then I won't play all day ^^ and now I know how addictive that game is so gonna give myself a timer or something, no more than 2 hours playtime. Like I'll just play that little... I have hope for tomorrows Vanessa, that she won't play so much that is, maybe like, dunno, make a cute clip and upload it on the blog perhaps. But I'm boring so that's not likely to happen ^_^
Can't really focus right now it seems, I'll get back to you when I'm not super sleepy and have been playing Skyrim all night!
Ah well, still can't get it... 8 STRAIGHT HOURS?! Come on! This is bad, really bad.... Well, good thing I have that meeting tomorrow, then I won't play all day ^^ and now I know how addictive that game is so gonna give myself a timer or something, no more than 2 hours playtime. Like I'll just play that little... I have hope for tomorrows Vanessa, that she won't play so much that is, maybe like, dunno, make a cute clip and upload it on the blog perhaps. But I'm boring so that's not likely to happen ^_^
Can't really focus right now it seems, I'll get back to you when I'm not super sleepy and have been playing Skyrim all night!
Saturday, November 19, 2011
I told you!
As I said, I'll probably just shoot a clip of my cat doing stuff, and I did! So here it is!
Thursday, November 17, 2011
pewpew
Yey I'll get my video camera tomorrow! Thinking about maybe doing a video blog but wtf should I talk about? I'll probably just show a clip of my cat doing stuff. That's how boring I am right now!
I will use my camera to shoot material for my site, but that is not even up yet so no need to shoot anything yet. So what will I shoot? My life is kinda dull at the moment, I don't have many friends here in Stockholm so I spend most days alone or with my boyfriend when he's not at work. Well, next time I go to Umeå I will have fun stuff to record such as awesome parties, more cats(!!!!) and maybe some behind the scenes footage from photoshoots :)
I'm also planning to be nice tomorrow and post some sweet pics here ^^
Til then, I can give you a sad/cute/fun pic I found some nights ago
I will use my camera to shoot material for my site, but that is not even up yet so no need to shoot anything yet. So what will I shoot? My life is kinda dull at the moment, I don't have many friends here in Stockholm so I spend most days alone or with my boyfriend when he's not at work. Well, next time I go to Umeå I will have fun stuff to record such as awesome parties, more cats(!!!!) and maybe some behind the scenes footage from photoshoots :)
I'm also planning to be nice tomorrow and post some sweet pics here ^^
Til then, I can give you a sad/cute/fun pic I found some nights ago
Monday, November 14, 2011
hbedtj
I saw an amazing movie last night, and it was one of those you shouldn't watch before you sleep, because it fucks your brain up. The movie I'm talking about is "Melancholia", and it eft me kinda speechless! It was beatiful, clever and it had some good plot twists, or stories to keep your mind away from the actual plot. It's really worth watching and I'm not going to spoil anything by telling what it's about. Only that it starts with a couple of minutes of art porn (not nude tacky shit, the things they show are just so beautiful that if you like beatiful things, you'll see it as art porn) and the rest gosh, awesome! Good movies should give you a feeling when it's over, happiness, sadness, rage or angst, just something! If a movie doesn't make you feel anything it's not a good movie. And I felt angsty and sad after watching this one, which made me happy because it actually made me feel SOMETHING! So yeah, the tip of the day, watch "Melancholia".
And omg, think I have to explain my previous picture. It's not meant to be pretty. I can be pretty in pictures if I want to, but if I want to portray myself, a girl who had a cold for a week, why would I look pretty? I love that picture for its ugliness! It's ugly, but shows the truth. And girls shouldn't be scared of looking ugly in some pics, it's fun and makes you not take everything so fucking serious all the time.
So I'm just gonna leave this here. Haters gonna masturbate anyway.
And omg, think I have to explain my previous picture. It's not meant to be pretty. I can be pretty in pictures if I want to, but if I want to portray myself, a girl who had a cold for a week, why would I look pretty? I love that picture for its ugliness! It's ugly, but shows the truth. And girls shouldn't be scared of looking ugly in some pics, it's fun and makes you not take everything so fucking serious all the time.
So I'm just gonna leave this here. Haters gonna masturbate anyway.
Sunday, November 13, 2011
dgfrhhx
Since I have been sick I haven't been able to do so much stuff irl so I though I'd treat myself with a trip to a faire! The darkmoon faire to be precise! So I logged on to the public test realm to give it a look!
First I took a ride on a sandbox tiger! Yey!
After that i realized one of my pets whole family was in their "zoo" area so she said hi. And cried a bit probably. I feel sorry for her. I wouldn't like to see my family trapped in a zoo!
I say this very disturbing picture! Why would anything eat a unicorn? :(
And doesn't the massive gorilla on the right kinda look like the monster on the poster? I don't know if I this guy...
Saw a mini elephant and got a bit happier! This was like an unexpected trip for the zoo for me!
And this guy was apperently to dangerous to be outside of his cage. But he's so cute!
But I'm feeling so much better now! To bad all the zoo's in Sweden are closed for the season. I need to see some animals... Maybe I should get a tent and live in the forest?
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Saturday
If you're sick, you're allowed to look like this.
Btw, I've been 20 for a month now. Still not used to it!
Friday, November 11, 2011
Friday friday
Happy friday everyone! I'm starting to feel a bit better now! So today i treated myself with an awesome friday dinner and I think I'm going to have one cold beer tonight because only one can't hurt right?
So all of you who are going out to drink tonight, have a beer for me aswell.
Oh and I love the new season of top model, I know, I'm lame for liking that show but I have been watching it from the start and I love the photoshoots ^^ they always inspire me to do some crazy shoot with people. So I'm probably gonna do that next time I'm going to Umeå. That's the place where I have my models, friends I trust and can have fun with during shooting. I actually prefer being behind the camera but I feel like trying to be infront of it aswell, I kinda have to if i want nice pics for my site.
So all of you who are going out to drink tonight, have a beer for me aswell.
Oh and I love the new season of top model, I know, I'm lame for liking that show but I have been watching it from the start and I love the photoshoots ^^ they always inspire me to do some crazy shoot with people. So I'm probably gonna do that next time I'm going to Umeå. That's the place where I have my models, friends I trust and can have fun with during shooting. I actually prefer being behind the camera but I feel like trying to be infront of it aswell, I kinda have to if i want nice pics for my site.
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Bleh, I'm boring
Nothing is happening in my life at the moment. I'm just trying to survive my sickness haha. Right now I'm not even sure if it's getting better or worse. Looking forward to another sober weekend.. yey. I want to hang out with people or just be able to go outside but nope, stuck at home! And I wont be able to drink next weekend either I think, because of my meds. Not a big deal really but I'd love a tasty cold beer right now! So to compensate for my boring updates I'm giving you a nice pic!
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Pneumoniaaaaaa
I went to see a doctor today finally. After a blood test he told me I had an early stage of pneumonia. I'm just glad my boyfriend forced me to see a doctor because I know that pneumonia is really painful so it's great it was discovered early. I have some pills now and I will hopefully start feeling a bit better tomorrow already but I have to take three pills a day for ten days to be sure I'm completly cured. It's awesome to know your body! I knew something was wrong with this "cold" the minute I got it because I only get one kind of cold. First my nose gets runny, then fever and after 2-3 days i start coughing like crazy for 1-2 days then I'm fine. This time I started to cough in the beginning and got a fever later.
So today's lesson kids: If your body is acting weird, something is wrong, go see a doctor as soon as you can :)
So today's lesson kids: If your body is acting weird, something is wrong, go see a doctor as soon as you can :)
Monday, November 7, 2011
Some truth
Getting so fucking tired of being associated with the jerk Johan Vilde. Yes, he is a douche I did two scenes for I'm not very proud of and yes, my new material haven't been released yet but people please. You don't have to watch those clips! That guy totally screwed me over when it comes to my payment and how he runs his site.
Shortly after my clips got uploaded on his site the site got hacked. Or i can't even call it hacked because that dumbass had a very easy username and password combination for easy access, username: test password: test. Dude come on, sure you might use that to test the site in the beginning but after that you delete that fucking member. So yeah, all his clips got spreaded to a lot of free sites and suddenly everybody had seen them. And the fact that he use a diffrent voice in his clips and doesn't show his face is just wrong. Why should I have to show my face and my own voice in the clips but not him? Is he ashamed of what he does perhaps?
The payment, he told me i would get 4000 swedish kronor every hour for my work. I thought sweet, a lot of takes so he has a lot of material to pick from for the final cut and some cash for me yay! I figured out that my scenes would probably take about two hours to make if you want a lot of material to make a good clip. I also thought that the 4000 kronor for every hour of work would start to count as soon as i arrived at the set because I'm still there and about to do my job. Instead he tells me that no, you will only get paid for the minutes recorded. And that is just mean. He could have been a little more specific about that. And how the hell will I be able to know for sure how many minutes he recorded?
Anyway, we started shooting and he seemed like he just wanted to rush right through it. We didn't even talk about the scene and what we where going to do, or what he wanted me to do, just improvisation. This is also proof on how unprofessional this guy is. And we didn't stopped shooting until the scene was done, no re-takes on stuff he felt would look good in the clip or anything.
Btw, when i finally saw the final cut of the blow job scene I laughed. When we made that scene and he was about to come I started to get into to "cumshot" position. Trying to look silly and stugg you know, pornstar cum face and all, but the dude just wouldn't come! So I had to sit there and look stupid for 10-15 minutes while he is jerking off like a mad man. Im the final cut he only jerks off for a couple of seconds. Yeah, that's a pro...
So why did I do the scenes/clips for him. Kinda easy explanation. I did it too see if I could do it. I wanted to work with porn and you have to try it sometime. And i tried it with him, got screwed over as hell but I realized a very important thing. That I will NEVER work with anybody else except myself or someone I really trust! And if i hadn't done this, I would never have realized that I want to change this industry so it's not okay to treat girls like the douchebag Johan Vilde does.
After reading this, are you still sure that you want to see clips/scenes/movies produced by Johan Vilde? And if so, please tell me in a comment.
Shortly after my clips got uploaded on his site the site got hacked. Or i can't even call it hacked because that dumbass had a very easy username and password combination for easy access, username: test password: test. Dude come on, sure you might use that to test the site in the beginning but after that you delete that fucking member. So yeah, all his clips got spreaded to a lot of free sites and suddenly everybody had seen them. And the fact that he use a diffrent voice in his clips and doesn't show his face is just wrong. Why should I have to show my face and my own voice in the clips but not him? Is he ashamed of what he does perhaps?
The payment, he told me i would get 4000 swedish kronor every hour for my work. I thought sweet, a lot of takes so he has a lot of material to pick from for the final cut and some cash for me yay! I figured out that my scenes would probably take about two hours to make if you want a lot of material to make a good clip. I also thought that the 4000 kronor for every hour of work would start to count as soon as i arrived at the set because I'm still there and about to do my job. Instead he tells me that no, you will only get paid for the minutes recorded. And that is just mean. He could have been a little more specific about that. And how the hell will I be able to know for sure how many minutes he recorded?
Anyway, we started shooting and he seemed like he just wanted to rush right through it. We didn't even talk about the scene and what we where going to do, or what he wanted me to do, just improvisation. This is also proof on how unprofessional this guy is. And we didn't stopped shooting until the scene was done, no re-takes on stuff he felt would look good in the clip or anything.
Btw, when i finally saw the final cut of the blow job scene I laughed. When we made that scene and he was about to come I started to get into to "cumshot" position. Trying to look silly and stugg you know, pornstar cum face and all, but the dude just wouldn't come! So I had to sit there and look stupid for 10-15 minutes while he is jerking off like a mad man. Im the final cut he only jerks off for a couple of seconds. Yeah, that's a pro...
So why did I do the scenes/clips for him. Kinda easy explanation. I did it too see if I could do it. I wanted to work with porn and you have to try it sometime. And i tried it with him, got screwed over as hell but I realized a very important thing. That I will NEVER work with anybody else except myself or someone I really trust! And if i hadn't done this, I would never have realized that I want to change this industry so it's not okay to treat girls like the douchebag Johan Vilde does.
After reading this, are you still sure that you want to see clips/scenes/movies produced by Johan Vilde? And if so, please tell me in a comment.
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331 persons viewed my blog yesterday.
Who are you people and why don't you leave a comment or something? ^^
And why didn't I get any new subscribers and hardly any likes on facebook? Lurkers, shape up : D if you like what I write, show your support :) In times like this I kinda need support from friends and family, but also random people who belives that what I'm doing is the right thing to do and that i actually have a chance to change the business. And of course, fans are always nice to have, and I'll need to get some before my website goes live :)
Well, lurkers, I don't know who you are so leave a comment, a like or whatever.
Btw, my dad called today. Didn't answer, still don't know what to say to him.
Who are you people and why don't you leave a comment or something? ^^
And why didn't I get any new subscribers and hardly any likes on facebook? Lurkers, shape up : D if you like what I write, show your support :) In times like this I kinda need support from friends and family, but also random people who belives that what I'm doing is the right thing to do and that i actually have a chance to change the business. And of course, fans are always nice to have, and I'll need to get some before my website goes live :)
Well, lurkers, I don't know who you are so leave a comment, a like or whatever.
Btw, my dad called today. Didn't answer, still don't know what to say to him.
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