I've had some crazy fun since thursday when i arrived back to my hometown! The people here are just amazing and I love you all so much. I have always feared that most of my friends here secretly hate me and that have made my earlier visits here quite hard for me because I have a hard time trusting people if I fear that they hate me haha. But now I have realized that I've just been a paranoid cunt :D
I think I'm in some weird age crisis since I'm gonna be 20 in just a few days. Have heard that when you turn 40 you usually have some mid-life crisis but not at 20! Gahhh, I'm probably going to make some pretty dumb decisions this week due to the crisis but I don't know. Maybe my brain is just trying to remind me to live a little!